Life's Beautiful

Did you know?

2011-12-07T22:00:00.001+08:00

If a simple sentence/word from you can brighten up a person for the whole day or more, would you say/type it out?

Would you weigh all the possible outcomes before saying or doing anything?

Just wanna say that, I appreciate each and everyday of my life.

Each and every moment.

I’m truly blessed.

Not updating doesn’t mean that I’m currently depressed or anything.

Plainly, because I don have the time to do so. Teehee!

Can’t wait to end this semester!

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : I love you still. =))

His Second, My First.

2011-11-21T22:39:00.001+08:00

According to the title, what can you relate to?

Teehee! It’s actually his second trip to Bali whereas this is only my first.

He wanted to go on somewhere else actually, but he chose to go Bali with me in the end. How sweet!

So, on the 9th of October 2011, we stepped onto the land of Indonesia “together” for the first time. [ The Script – For The First Time ] Wooo Woo Woooo Wooo Woooo WWoooo Wooo Woooo

LOL

One more thing to mention before I start all the crapping, Credits to WeiWei Khoo for ride to the airport.

This is Boyfie while waiting in the departure hall. Angry Birdie?

Hmmm. Up to you. Whatever you like. HAHAHA.

Denpasar, Indonesia Airport

Forgive me for my suagu-ness. It has been years since I last step into a foreign country.

The last time was in HK if I’m not mistaken and that was in 2006/2007, can’t really remember.

I’ve got us a driver in Bali beforehand to bring us around to places that we would like to visit.

And the first place he brought us to is a place for lunch. *our stomachs were growling!*

As you can see from the title above. It’s crispy chicken.

This place was definitely crowded!

Tahu Telor.

I don’t really know how it was made.

Something like omelette + taufu but, I don really know how.

The sauce tastes good, but its kinda spicy for a non-spicy-lover like me.

Ayam Presto Bakar.

Its not really that crispy afterall. My opinion, the one on top is better than this.

I don’t really feel that this is special.

The driver a.k.a part time tour guide ordered this for us.

Es Jeruk Kelapa Muda.

Combination of coconut, something like syrup with something like cincau.

The taste…… “NO RIKE”

Sorry but to say this, unacceptable!

This meal cost us Rp. 162.000.

Overall, it was considered as a good meal-start.

After the lunch, we were sent to the Padang Lalang, where Julia Roberts went in Eat, Pray, Love.

According to the driver, this place was unknown, infamous at all before the movie.

And, every evening at around 4pm, some people will play the movie in the beach itself where people can enjoy the movie while at the same time enjoying the beach!

This is how the beach looks like from the staircase. The crowd was definitely omg.

There were quite an amount of ang moh sunbathing! if you know what I mean. HAHAHA

Gosh. From this, I do think that I deserve a Pro camera instead of a semi-Pro ones. Don’t you think so?

Besides having a good camera, you need a have a good model as well.

Its still alive!

But it’s geli!!!

Not sure whether this is seaweed.

Anyone who knows what is it please do lemme know!

I want to know about this as well.

It looks like eggs to me. No idea what creatures’ eggs. Hmmm.

I want this hair back.

I want this smile back.

But wait, what am I talking? I always have this smile with me.

Its just that this smile stays longer and wider when you’re with me. Right, Boyfie?

The photographer is good.

How to not me more right? Teehee!

After that, we went to Uluwatu Temple for Kecak Dance and sunset view.

This is the OMG waves. The sea water is so pretty that I was so jealous of!

The crowd who came for the dance.

It was so crowded that my temperature shoot up high and felt like dying!

Just kidding. I was just trying to express how crowded was it.

The half-naked men “cak” –ing. And I feel so exhausted for them.

This is definitely a dance not to be missed despite the long hours of watching the repetitions and the hot humid weather!

And, the actors/creatures were definitely hilarious. They really do know how to light up the audiences!

After the Uluwatu, time for dinner then!

We went to this Jimbaran Beach which is famous for the romantic dinner along the beach!

There were a whole rows of restaurants serving seafood and our driver brought us to this:

There you go, this is it:

It was seriously my first time dining on beach!

Very awesome experiences.

Of course, the experience will not be that complete without the Boyfie. (oh gosh! sorry to say that he’s now the center of my everything already!)

I *heart* us

Our dinner.

Crap + fish + prawns + Cockles + Kangkungs.

A very fulfilling dinner.

I love how my foot were “enjoying” the sand while eating!

Plus, there were a group of people singing to us from table to table.

Of course, have to “tip” for that. We tipped them Rp. 50.000.

And the dinner was around Rp. 150.000 per person if I’m not mistaken.

The first night stay was “scareh” and I prefer not to mention about it.

It was in Kuta, and I have no “good” feeling towards Kuta ever since.

Well then, this practically sums up the first day spent in Bali.

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : in need of $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$!!!! Christmas! New Year! Chinese New Year!!!!

Enter a Post Title Yourself

2011-11-18T00:19:00.001+08:00

Life has been good.

Kinda rushing my nose out from my own face due to the heavy loaded assignments going on now.

All due next week.

Now I wonder how am I gonna finish them in time?

Talking about life, there’s this thing where I found “magical” in some people.

It only appears in some people. How rare could I be?

First, there is this good and bad people which you can’t really differentiate from the look of the face.

Then, you have people beautiful like this.

Well, not exactly beautiful like this. no one can be as pretty as the nature as the saying goes,

You might look pretty outside, but not in the inside.

Besides, beauty in homosapiens fade whereas beauty like this do not.

After that, you have people like this, standing by your sides just in case that you’re in need of a helping hand.

How awesome relationship and friendship can be?

Lastly, you have people as ugly as this.

Well I know, she’s not ugly personally. Just for the sake of Ugly Betty. So, she does meant to be ugly in that drama isn’t it?

So, she’s ugly. it’s not that I’m being meanie.

There are all kinds of people in the world. What are you?

And what kind of people have you met?

Eg. You see awesome people singing on the stage, at the same time, there are awful voices as well. No offense.

Why do the awful voices have the guts to tear themselves down on stage?

I mean, there are really people encouraging others (which might not be pretty/good voices etc) to go for competition.

And they really did participated. Well, do not win of course, but not to say that they lose as well at least they try.

How come some people’s boyfie can encourage their girlfie to go for beauty/modeling competition even though they are of a slim chance to even win leh?

Why could they encouraging each other that way?

Its just so magicalful and incredible that such people exist. Just how awesome could it be to have someone pushing you up instead of smashing you down?

Its just my random thought. No offense btw. =))

Alright. Time to stop all these random thoughts of mine. Just being random.

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : OWH!! I cant wait to yell out loud this saturday yeah!

Worthless

2011-11-05T18:48:00.001+08:00

There are words can make you fly.

There are words that can bring you down to hell in seconds as well.

i.e. After you helping someone with something:

A: NAh! Completed. I spent the whole afternoon doing this thing. Wasted my whole afternoon.

With this, what will you expect B to say?

You completed the stuff for B, of course B will be happy. Full of appreciation.

But when the word “wasted the whole afternoon” strikes, the whole feeling of appreciation will then “poof”!

Awesome right?

But what if you say things nicely to complete the end?

As in:

A: Nah! Completed. I spent the whole afternoon doing this thing. Wasted my whole afternoon. But for you, it doesn’t matter.

Isn’t it a whole lot more complete?

Some people will just talk in a way where the one who was helped will feel so awful after receiving the help.

I mean, if B could seriously do it on its own where it has the experience and stuff, it wouldn’t have ask for help from A right?

Why would I ask for help if I know that that’s the kind of ending that I would get? Wtf!!!!

If you can’t accept her for who she is, why have her then? You didn’t know about her temper earlier meh? Now only you realize that? What a shame.

:: regards ::

RAe

ps: Appreciation drastically changed into guiltiness for asking you to do that. What’s that for?

For the Troublesome Ones

2011-11-01T20:58:00.001+08:00

So, Boyfie’s birthday is next week.

I’ve got nothing planned. Not even now.

Wanted to get him a cool stuff like this.

He claimed that its cool but it’s a little overpriced. He thinks.

The problem about him is that,

HE WILL NOT WEAR THINGS THAT HE DOESN’T LIKE.

He likes it. But I’m being cocky now afraid that he would try to challenge me after buying it by not wearing it.

It would be such a waste then. isn’t it?

This caught my eyes.

This caught my eyes as well.

Wanted to get them on his hand to see if they fits well on him.

But too bad, I couldn’t find it in any outlets that day.

He is the pain in my ass for now.

Like effin seriously!

I have never doubted my sense about anything before.

He made me ponder each and everytime!

And there goes, Bye Bye to my very own self-esteem.

Life’s awesome. I haven start any of my assignments yet.

I’ll be presenting about my industrial training on thursday. This seriously freaks me out.

I have not present for, God knows how long already.

I am not prepared! so not prepared!! =((

:: regards ::

Rae

ps : I always love you my Boyfie.

pss : Dellynn Lim The Kuen, you better be doing great. Fighting!!

psss : KKKK, I have not seen you for ages, you are having awesome life now I know. Grats on the outcome! you can do even better, I know! =))

Dream

2011-10-31T21:04:00.001+08:00

Selina from S.H.E

Still remember the time when I first get to know about S.H.E.

It was almost 10 years back where I was still in primary school.

I have this friend, Wei Shan who was so into S.H.E back then together with her brother, Wei Jie.

They influenced me to like them while we were having art class together.

They used to bring CDs and VCDs to the art class and have them playing while we were drawing.

Funny moments. Money could never buy memories like that.

I have never liked Selina. Well, every people have their very own point of view and idol.

She was just, not my type.

But of course, the tragic incident happened to her was very unlucky.

Thank God she was fine and all.

Nobody wants someone to be dead. We don’t like to see people dying even though we know clearly that it’s a cycle and life’s indeed, life.

Glad to see her married today.

Of course, I did not see that with my own eyes, well here’s the picture:

Do wish that her hubby will treat her well.

Every girl’s dream is never to be alone.

And would love to be loved. And to have something she loves to love her back.

Girls.

I do not believe that there are girls in this world who do not want to get married, to be loved, and to build a family.

Life is a fantasy. To live life magically, one shall fight for it to get it.

Congrats Selina, you’ve strive for what you have been dreaming of. Be happy. Be Glad.

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : I’m so off my schedule for lotsa stuffs. I’m screwed!!!

Cold As Me

2011-10-28T09:52:00.002+08:00

Boyfie is finally back to me! yay! xP

So, he was talking to me about something he heard from BFM, which was about the Refugee.

Refugee is a person who "owing to a well-founded fear of being persecuted for reasons of race, religion, nationality, membership of a particular social group, or political opinion, is outside the country of his nationality, and is unable to or, owing to such fear, is unwilling to avail himself of the protection of that country".

I know, they are very miserable.

He wanted me to join him for a talk in Lot 10 by Life Sdn Bhd.

I rejected him straight away.

It's not that I do not want to.

It's that, I'm kinda afraid to meet up with all these stuffs, as in for the folks, the orphans, the disabled, and people like that.

Dellynn Lim the Kuen has always stopped me from saying that I'm afraid of the folks.

*I'm not sure if this post is something right, but it's seriously how I feel. If you know what is the problem with me, you're free to confront me with all these.*

I know, my parents would get old someday. But, will I be "afraid" of them?

I seriously got no idea. But, I hope not.

I have always been neglecting talks and campaigns for all these. I'm afraid to know what's happening in the real world.

Of course, they have my sympathy. But, what can I do for them?

I'm not wealthy enough to be able to neglect my job in the future and help them. I'm not wealthy enough to spend my time for them. I'm not wealthy enough to donate for them.

Some people might say, you can only do the helping part when you have the time.

Honestly, the honest part is that, I feel extraordinary "tiny" in this world after listening and knowing all those stories. I do appreciate my life. But, I would start to ponder on my existence in the world.

I do not think that I'm in any position to help. Forgive me as for what I'm feeling.

It's not that I do not want to. Is that I do not know how to face all of these.

:: regards ::

Rae

ps : for those who wants to help and to know more about refugees, about their lives, their inner feelings and all, click here. Let them speak.

A short film by Life Sdn Bhd 7: Refugees

pss : Be as helpful as you can be. Life is a miracle.

Mission Completed ting

2011-10-27T08:58:00.001+08:00

Yours truly, Rachel Ngiam has never thought that she would bake someday.

But now, why?

The very original drive in me to bake is to bake for Boyfie.

I know!

I’m such a bad daughter!

I should have learned to bake for the sake of family instead of Boyfie.

But yknow, my family has never been someone who initiates the sparks in me.

Don’t ask how Boyfie influenced me.

He just did, whether its directly or indirectly, HE JUST DID. =.=”

Wokie.

The first time I baked was during internship.

I have been staying at home during the whole internship period.

So I was kinda SUPER free and all.

My time was spent in the office and HOME.

So one day my heart ignites and I wanted to bake.

So badly that I would want it done on that day itself.

>.<

The first thing I start baking was:

Cupcakes!

I still fail in the deco part.

But the cake is totally edible. =))

Second one:

Cheese Cake!

Philadelphia Cheese cake!

It was awesome! I have never thought that I could make it exactly the same taste as my aunt!

Of course, I did the first time with the existence of my aunt.

Second time, she wasn’t around.

So, I’m kinda impressed with my own “skill” =)

Third one:

Marble cake!

Baked this yesterday because of mummy.

She bought a box of Self-Raising Flour.

She wants me to bake it for the sake of the “oven”.

Because I was baking crusts and while waiting for me to fill in the dough, this was in the oven.

Kononnya not to waste electricity. Kononnya.

Main Character of yesterday:

Mini fruit tarts!

It was not as mini as Fifi’s.

This is the middle size one I guess.

Gosh. I love custards!

I always love fattening stuffs! W-H-Y!!

I told Boyfie that baking tarts are complicating. Very difficult.

Kind of like complaining.

Then, the first thing he said to me was that:” so you’re not going to bake tarts anymore?”

I was like, WHAT THE…..

Guess what I answered? xP

Some awesome song to brighten up your day:

James Blunt – I’ll Be Your Man

Heard this while we were in Bali.

We both got in love with this song immediately.

Of course, I loved it first then only he started to love it.

He is always slow.

Always.

Will he sings to me like what Nicholas Cage in the Family Man? *teehee*

:: regards ::

rAe

ps : I love you Boyfie. I love us.

pss : I start to miss the days in Bali.

Never Say Never

2011-10-23T21:01:00.001+08:00

How nice would it be if there is a man looking into my eyes and telling me:” baby, you’re the queen of everything. “

Nah, it would only be a dream. Just a dream.

But well, I’ve got a great man. I hope so. =)

Life has been a question for the very both of us these days.

I have been the one raising and wondering about those questions.

But he is the one trying to get a solutions. Trying to solve those problems.

Living is definitely a pain in the ass. Screw those questions. WHO CARES!

My Lock Screen for now. I just love us. Plainly.

Gosh. Can I not be so self-centered? xP

Went to Little Kenji’s 5th birthday celebration yesterday night.

It was a Enormous one, surprisingly. =P

There was this sweet couple welcoming us on the front door.

How lovely! Now it reminds me how awesome was Disneyland.

It was seriously a magical land that ignites you wherever you go!

There was this smurf smurfing all food!

Awesome fruit tarts which never fails to make me drool.

I should have packed some home! >.<

Elmo! My childhood cartoon series!

But I never liked them! They are always with the rubbish and bins!

I wonder why…

Kenji awesome car. He keeps asking for more! Never get tired having his own huge birthday cake I think!

Mum asked me not to work as what I’m studying for now.

So what for I continue studying?

:: regards ::

RAe

ps: Give me your strength.

pss: Applause to Diwali and Haji! I can have public holidays like very publicly! Can’t wait for more holidays!

Imperfections

2011-10-20T16:12:00.003+08:00

People always say, "Never stop searching until you think that you've found the right one."

But there are some people say, "You will never find one. You can keep seeing even though you're married."

So, which is the right sentence to follow?

For God sake, I feel like i'm such an idiot now.

I did mentioned quite some time that i think i've found the right one, and i would like to settle down.

But somehow somewhere, i've changed my mind.

Some people will start treating you as if you're someone who's "meant" to do this and that after you have been telling the other half that he/she is the one you want to spend the rest of your life with.

Even guys, they themselves told me that, never let a man gets into you easily and quickly. They will not appreciate you by then.

It makes me ponder, is that really so?

I think so. HAHAHA.

It is hopeless and useless on anything that you did/sacrifice. They are blinded and deaf. They can never see or hear it. Unless, the sacrifices that you made is BIG enough.

So now, do i still wanna get married? and settle down?

Yes i want to. I even told the whole uni that i'm registering next month on the 11th.

But the truth is, i'm not registering or getting married on the 11th. It was a clearly a joke.

Girls, keep looking for the right one, the right one does not always appears.

Still, you have to depend on your own while depending on him. He might fails you anytime and breaks your heart out and you'll start crying your heart out.

Don't be sad that he fails you. Someone better will appears some while later and not let you down.

:: regards ::

RAe

ps: such an idiot. it means nothing even though you speak out your mind/thought/dream. There will not be any comfort words. There will be only daring/sarcastic words instead. What a joke.

Resume

2011-10-18T13:12:00.001+08:00

Life has been awesome.

Ended my industrial training on the first week of october.

Training was great. Learned lots of stuffs. Met awesome people, as in the ED, GM, IR, Technologists and Engineers.

I’m definitely not having the engineers’ blood flow in me. Do not like being an engineer.

Especially a mother to someone.

I wan cute babies like this.

This is only a 8 week old baby. How adorable and fragile!

I want healthy cheerful baby. Working in a plant is definitely not an ideal work place when you’re expecting.

I want to be a typical mother. A typical woman. *ting!* =D

Just got back from Bali on last thursday with boyfie.

I had a great time with him.

How on earth to get another him? hmmm.

Appreciating life. Gah.

I’m be back in blogging soon about my trip!

Stay tuned! =))

:: regards ::

Rae

ps : I love you

Sent from Above.

2011-08-07T19:58:00.001+08:00

There’s no need for anyone to tell me how lucky I am.

I know that I’m lucky enough to be brought into this world.

To be brought up in the Ngiam’s Family.

To be able to meet up with friendly people. The most gentle and kind people I have ever seen, ever met, and to be friends with.

On the 28th itself, it was a Thursday. Boyfie wasn’t around to celebrate the day with me.

Too bad. But then, he sent a bouquet of white lilies to the office.

It was so shocking and that the whole factory knows for Christ's sake! >.<

Some teases me, some congratulates me, and yaddaaa yaddaa…!! ahahaha

Anyway, I’ve got free lunch from colleagues.

There you go,

Me with my favourite lovely lilies. TEEHEE! =D

*For once, I did felt that I was the luckiest girl in the WWW! Thanks to the Boyfie. But that’s FOR ONCE only lar. * =PP

The People.

The Faces.

The.Awesome.People.

This demon. Sent from above. I heart him for some reason, hate him for some reason as well.

He is the naughtiest and cutest boy that I’ve ever seen.

Stupid Bryan Leow.

Ada yang sms. Ada yang main handphone. Ada yang main iPad. Ada yang tonton tv. Ada yang main chor dai dee.

Here comes the cake cutting ceremony.

To be lansy enough, I was having three birthday cakes.

the first one,

The Angwee Bird.

Ze Kwan Shin Sam feels like cekik-die the Angwee Bird.

He felt challenged maybe? HAHAHA

Second one,

From my Sweetheart,

Ze Boyfie.

An Ice Cream cake he ordered two weeks earlier, fearing that this cake will not be done on time.

I know, this is sweet. =)

The third cake,

Cup cakes.

Cup cakes and Me.

I Heart This Cake.

&& I Heart Myself as well. =P

He did gained some weight isn’t he?

His birdie hairstyle with the angry birdie. HAHAH

My Mother Sorpor.

Thank you for coming all the way from Puchong. Thank you.

DumbOnion with me.

Thank you for the purse.

<3 it loads! =))

My Bestie. Angelina.

Stop gaining “height” please…

I look adorable here didn’t I? xPP

My Bestie ever since primary school.

She’s always there for me as usual.

Thank you for being a good listener all the time. <3

My Love! <3

Thank you for being a part of me without wanting anything in return.

Sista in law. Great sista in law to be exact.

Sam is definitely one great man.

There are ups and downs at times.

But I’m sure that the ups are more than enough to cover up all the downs.

Be Happy. And Be Grateful.

Wonderful roads ahead awaiting us. =)

Ze Girls.

Should have taken individual photos will each and everyone of you.

Forgotten about that. >.<

Ze Boys.

Handsome Young Adults To Be.

Lumu Kakis ROCKS man!

Okay, lets get into an operation for Ze Angry Bird

Lets open the head.

And Now, Lets Tear Up Ze Mouth.

Lets place the mouth nicely.

Hmmm. What’s Next?

Okay, Lets Continue with Ze Left Eye.

And now, The Right Eye.

There you go!

A Featureless Angry Birdie!!

Thanks all the times and laughters you guys have brought to me.

Thank you very much!

:: Regards ::

Rae

The People Which Is Worth Holding On To, Always

2011-08-02T19:55:00.001+08:00

Had an early birthday celebration with the Family members on the 16th.

No more Chinese Cuisine this while, Western style instead. =)

Ze Uncle Ken trying to promote the gravy I guess? HAHAH

Mum and Aunt.

My youngest aunt that always look young. I am being claimed to be her sister instead of niece ALWAYS!

So is it now her problem or mine?

Ze Bryan which is going almost blind!

Part of the food that were prepared.

Obviously this is Garlic Bread lar!

Curly fries. HAHAHAHA

God Mum and Dad.

Nat and Nick. The brother and sister?

BIG MOUTH!

My future cousin sister – in law. Soon I guess. Soon!

Ze couple.

I didn’t know that she would pose in front of camera as well till that day… =.=

Leanne Leow the Camera Queen.

Jboy Kor Kor.

Ze girlfriend.

Beautiful birthday cake eh? Love how the strawberries were being filled. But I no rike strawberries!

The Dad, Mum and the Fat one. Now become thin one already. =.=”

Bryan wants to be part of the family so badly.

The only children in the family. When is the next children/baby coming?

I can’t wait to “torture” the next upcoming kid!

Ze coussies.

Nat, Nick, Bryan, Me, Leanne, thin one, Jboy kor kor.

Too bad Lester wasn’t around back then.

He was at the Stadium being a fan of Liverpool.

Another family of mine. =)

Ze aunties can’t wait to be in the camera as well. Children…..

Ze Boyfie and I.

Strawberries lover?

Nah, you can have a piece.

See how kind am I? Teehee! xD

Yours truly. =)

He’s single and available at the moment I think?

Boyfie just can’t stop taking photos of her. I only post up three here when there are actually thousands of them in my camera.

He prefer taking photos of “not-his-girlfriend”. See how awesome this Boyfie is? =.=

Thanks to the family for the celebration and the pressies.

I heart each and every of them! =))

With here,

Wei Lee thanks and appreciates every single moment spent with each and everyone of you.

Happy 21st Birthday to myself!

There must be bumpy roads ahead, but trust me, I can go through every single ups and downs.

I’m TWENTEEN ONE!! =PP

:: regards ::

RAe

ps; thank you Ze Boyfie. Appreciate the way you open your arms. Thank you. <3

Insanity

2011-08-02T19:44:00.001+08:00

This is insane and this is unordinary.

Guess what? I’m blogging during working hour.

Its Tuesday, 1:18pm now.

Just finished my lunch about half an hour ago.

And I finished two ep of Glee (the very last two ep in Season 2).

Yeah, I’m a meanie and I like to “offend” the boss.

It’s not that I have no work.

I’M DONE WITH MY WORK and I’m a FREE BIRD now!!!!

Supervisor has not been around for the whole week last week.

He’s not around this week as well. Not sure when will he be back yet.

Boss? HAHA. His schedule is just to packed to even slot me in. Project Phoenix? Wait till don’t know when only it can be done.

Plant Manager? She’s on her maternity leave right now. Another one more month to go till she’s back.

She’s a meanie.

Assistant Production Manager? a.k.a my Koon Kor Kor. Bestest man in the whole company.

Everyone’s good. Just that he’s the best! age 28. Getting married in September 2011.

He’s the one I “kacau” always, whenever I’m bored or too free.

Very smart. Very experienced. Taught me loads, talk to me loads (whether it’s about work or life).

I simply enjoy talking to him.

Dr. Alex Goh. Technologist. Have been in OZ previously for 7 years plus. Very smart. Very tricky.

He has been a part time tutor/lecturer before. Which explains why he understands whenever I’m lost.

Explains as if the time is reversing. Very patient. Not-bad-looking somemore. HAHA.

Everyone “bullies” me in this freaking department.

I don’t know whether I love what I’m doing now or not.

I just know that this is a potential place for me to learn, stumble and fall at times, but I grow up stronger and wiser after every falls.

Its all about communication skills and how fast your brain can cope with stuffs whenever you’re talking to working adults like them.

You just have to be faster than usual.

This builds me up, prepare me for the fights in the later fights I guess? VERY GOOD, INDEED! =D

I’m firm with the fact that I’m not going to be an Engineer after graduation.

And I’m good with this!

I actually blogged to be awake. Teehee! thanks for reading all my mourns. xP

Blogging life resuming soon! Stay tuned for my Birthday post! =D

:: regards ::

rAe

ps; You’re always beautiful to me. Always.

Miserability

2011-07-24T11:29:00.003+08:00

This is just saddening.

I have lost my voice for two months already. I want my voice back.

Lord, what have I done wrong that this happened to me?

=(((

Life’s AWESOME

2011-06-07T19:16:00.001+08:00

I’m still alive folks.

I just don’t feel like blogging.

Friend passed away last thursday.

Sobs. Just, SAD.

He was a great kid.

He was a adorable son.

He is officially a pilot two months earlier.

But now, he’s gone. Forever.

Life, just how miserable, how unpredictable.

His mum said something when we pay him the very last visit.

She said:” God only loans him to me for 20years. Life is just too short for him.”

She uses the word “Loans”, and it is more than enough to haunt me for the rest of the day, up to now, perhaps, till the rest of my life.

Believe. Always believe. God always have the better plans for everyone.

God has a better plan for him. Rest in peace my dear friend, Jeffrey Lee Yik.

I’m sorry my friend, I did try to recall stuffs that we have once said during secondary school.

I just remember that you always “kacau” me. =|

R.I.P my friend. God has a better plan for you in heaven. My deepest condolences.

:: regards ::

RAe

ps: it did tear me apart when I look at you. I should have met you alive. I should have! =(

Beautiful

2011-06-02T19:26:00.001+08:00

Everyone has different definition on the word “Beauty”.

I have never praise someone beautiful before so far in my life.

Pretty? Yes. I have said that before. But not beautiful.

Beautiful is like, something very perfect to me. Or so you can say, FLAWLESS.

As in something like this,

Ain’t this beautiful? Arh… Now I miss my time in Cotton Island.

Can’t wait for next trip to the east coast!

Well well well, practically I spent most of my time in the lab today, AGAIN.

Yes, again. Have to run some tests to show that the experiment I carried out earlier is actually workable.

So yeah.

Test is good. But no good when it comes to report writing. I have to like, crack my head to tabulate the whole thing which I only have some very little knowledge about this, and some little knowledge about that. I seriously do not know how to compile everything to make the big picture.

Today is only Thursday, but it feels like a Friday to me.

I’m closer to my colleagues now. Got to know and familiar with more people.

So yeah.

The best is…. YET TO COME!! *wink*

Talking about marriage, I can’t wait to get married now.

Fiona just married. My colleague getting married.

Everybody is marrying except me.

What the heck. I’m only 20 for god sake. =PP

It’s mainly….

JUST A THOUGHT. hahah.

Cant wait to see my Boyfie. Gah! Lord knows how much I miss him these few days.

:: regards ::

RAe

ps: Can I have more time and money? I want some travelling!!! >.<

Great Achievements Ahead

2011-06-01T21:32:00.001+08:00

I’m slowly enjoying my work now.

Basically I have nothing to do for the whole day.

I just conducted an experiment today.

And I got what the "Boss” wants, he didn’t expect the results to be so good of course.

That’s why I feel amaze for myself even though I have done nothing much.

Heheh!

&& I didn’t kena scold. Teehee! =D

Spending time in the lab wandering around will makes the time passes so much faster!

My colleagues are great and awesome people.

Different kinds of people everywhere.

I’m slowly getting myself in.

Definitely need to get myself in! Because I have to be there for 5months! >.<

So yeah, basically that’s all.

Pen off!

:: regards ::

RAe

ps: Do take good care of yourself my Boyfie. I’m worried. You have to come back to me in one piece. Soon! I can’t wait for it to be sooner!

Guilty

2011-05-31T21:27:00.001+08:00

Did something real bad today.

I do feel seriously guilty after non-stop of thinking and only thinking.

At the same time I got myself a conclusion. Home comes first before work.

This is definitely not the solution, but herh, I don’t know.

All I can do now is to pray that tomorrow is a good day. I could have done better.

I’m sorry.

But Teehee! I’m definitely a good wife and mummy in the future! So Boyfie, be sure that you hold be tight enough eh! =P

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : Dellynn Lim The Kuen, tell me every single shyt when you come back. Cause I might want to follow your plan with my love! =PPP

pss: I’m sorry… =(

Self-Awareness

2011-05-30T13:16:00.001+08:00

There are too many different kinds of people in this world.

Which makes the world a colorful world? Or have it makes the world a complicated place?

Hmmm. That’s definitely a question with no answers. Every single human being have different perspectives about it.

So be it a colorful world or a complicated world. Who cares? I enjoy being me and living in my own world. Teehee! =D

As so you know, I don’t really care what others think about me. Provided that if you really do know me well la. Pfft~

Okay. Just get to the point of this post.

There are many friends in life. But there will not be, ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS ARE YOUR BEST FRIENDS.

So sad to be true huh? Anyway, I do believe that having too many of best friends will make your life a little bit more complicated. Don’t ya think so? =)

I do met some people in life where….

They do not want to find out things on their own. They like to rely on others.

They ask long and ask short to get to the place they want to be.

They put on every single branded stuffs that they have, “acting” to be people which are living in the upper world.

*Fyi, branded are to be admired. Not to be showed off. Pfffftt!!!*

They use stuffs/gadgets that are out of their range. Why use stuffs that you don’t even know how to use? Or stuffs that YOU WON’T EVEN KNOW HOW TO USE?

Sigh. They are miserable.

People having this. They also want this. People having that. They also want that. Plain pathetic.

One Question, “Don’t you think that the whole world is using LongChamp now?”

I see it everywhere! There are like, 8 out of 10 of the ladies are using them!

Young girls using them. OL using them. Aunties using them. Even Ah Ma also using them!

Adui! I thought girls are very particular when it comes to bumping into the same shirts or pants or shoes with others?

But now WHY girls seem to be like, they like bumping to people using the same types of handbags?

Oh shoot! Not same types of handbag, but its exactly the SAME HANDBAG!!! Wth.

No choice to have to admit that the designs are nice. Just pretty simple. But it’s just too many all around the world.

Cheapest brand in the world. What to do?

I know that I might be messing with plus minus 90% of the girls population, but I simply just do not know understand the fact. I do think that I will never understand perhaps? hmmm.

So you want LongChamp? Cheap LongChamp?

Here you go:

As cheap as RM 49.90 and RM 39.90 depending on the size.

No offense but I seriously find it extraordinarily HILARIOUS. >.<

To some people, please stop remain “childish”. Else, you’ll be so far behind pace. Good luck.

:: regards ::

RAe

ps: aku MC on the 6th day of work. Bravo to me. =.=”

pss: Can I skip my chapter of life now? I want to jump to the future so badly! =|

Quick Updates

2011-05-29T18:44:00.001+08:00

Life has been just great.

There were of course, some ups and downs in within, but, the ups were definitely more than enough to outweigh the downs.

That’s why, life has been great.

Just so you know, I started my very first day of industrial training last week on the 23rd of May 2011.

The place that I’m working at is about Oleochemical.

The place is just too big to scare the hell out of me.

I was scared of course.

I doubted with my capability to solve all the upcoming problems and yada yada yada.

Why? Mainly because there are now other 3 industrial training students.

2 of them are already there for about 5 months, another one is there for about 1 month already.

They seem to be doing well in stuffs and I seriously got no idea wth they are talking about at times.

Well, shyt happens.

But I’m gonna conquer them soon. Dear God, please be with me.

Owh ya, last semester’s results was out already.

And thank God that I’ve passed every single subjects.

There were two subjects where I have no ideas what I were doing that two hours in the exam hall.

But now, Thank God for being with me throughout the time. =)

New semester is actually starting tomorrow.

But I’m now in Klang with my family.

Got no feeling about the starting of new semester. Cause I’ve already started it last week? Teehee!

Of course there are some feeling of refusal towards the start of the new semester, which is that the Boyfie will be leaving me for a week.

He is now on his way back to Kampar, which marks the start of the separation period. =(

*I’ll be waiting patiently for your come back my man.*

For last week, Boyfie has been fetching fro and back from work.

How sweet…. =)

How would my week be without you fetching me fro and back from work?

Don’t even dare to think about that. =|

Anyway, I will be great on my own.

Time for me to grow “taller”, so yeah, no worries.

TEEHEE! =D

Toodles peeps!

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : no worries about me Boyfie, I’ll be fine, I’ll be great. I’m counting down for the end of all these, every single day. I cant wait for our upcoming trip! =D

pss : I DEFINITELY LOVE BEING ME! =DD

The First Proper Meal This Year With Dellynn Lim The Kuen

2011-05-28T17:43:00.001+08:00

Dellynn Lim The Kuen has escaped herself from M’sia this OMG country opting for a better change, I think? =D

Forget about all the crap,

the thing is that she has went to work in S’pore for half a year and she was finally back to her sweetest town last Monday, the 16th May 2011.

She only has less than half a day to have lunch with me/either her family as she will be leaving to Bali on the next day.

As a very considerate friend of hers, I suggested that we go with her family together

Hmmm.

I’m not sure whether this is to celebrate the Mother’s Day or it was our “very very late head-start meal of the year”

or was it her Birthday celebration? *doubts*

Hah! My first time there! >.<

Olive oil with some vinegar on the left and some fresh baked bread.

Some salad.

No rike for me. Me hate salad. Like cows… >.<

This was something soda with mint. The taste was kinda odd, but it’s definitely refreshing!

Coffee?

Orange Juice?

HAHAHA

Chicken with Spaghetti.

Lamb!

IT WAS SUPERB!

Awesome for a Lamb Lover like me! Teehee!

This was mine!

There are some scallops, some lala, some prawns, some squids!

And the bunch of “something” in the middle is…

RICE!!!

The texture of it was just nice.

Not too sticky.

Not too irritating.

Just AWESOME.

This was rather normal actually.

Fettucine.

Basically, it was a great dinner.

I had loads of laughter with the parents. They were like my own parents even though that I’m still having my own parents.

Who minds having extra parents?

I don’t mind! =D

I can have more people sayang me. So why not? hahaha.

The parents went to Green Box together with the two girls which were us after the dinner at around 10pm.

Cool huh?

I never thought that parents would hang out with youngsters till that late! >.<

So there was practically a birthday girl and that’s why we had this “gift” from Green Box.

Trust me, you would rather not to have this particular gift.

So, don’t even bother asking me what was it!

Teehee!

Me with the birthday girl!

She?

A very adventurous girl I would say!

Guess what? She’s now in OZ and she’ll be there for a month.

WHAT THE!!!

right?!

hahahah.

Anyway, we’re going to be sista for the rest of the life.

And Dellynn Lim The Kuen, you’re definitely irreplaceable.

And I know that I’m irreplaceable for you too. =D

Basically that’s all for that day.

And yeah, Thank you the Boyfie for waited us that long that day just to get us home. Thank you very much.

And just so you know, you’re irreplaceable too Eu Gene.

More posts coming up soon kay! I promise that I’ll be a good girl blogging everyday from now onwards!

Cause I definitely want my blogging life back! =D

:: regards ::

RAe

Runaway from Reality

2011-05-14T00:45:00.001+08:00

Went to Malacca (a UNESCO recognized place in Malaysia, *proud*) on Tuesday, the 10th of May 2011.

Went there straight after the last final exam paper at 11.30am.

Without any hesitation, we went for the Famous Coconut Shake at Jalan Klebang first.

This is definitely awesome. Boyfie’s friend said that it is a something recent.

The red words there are “Klebang Original Coconut Shake”.

After that, went for a pretty late lunch (tea time to be exact) =)

At Nadeja, Dataran Pahlawan.

The Mocha flavour.

The Original flavour.

The taste they gave me was, quite special.

Can feel the different layering in it.

But a piece is kinda too much for a person (for me la).

Frankly speaking, I won’t go for a second time. Sorry.

This is C******* Soda.

Sorry I forgotten the name. But it was stated as the best seller in Nadeja.

This is the twist potato.

Don’t know if it can only be found in Malacca or not, but I don’t seem to see it in Klang.

Had this in Dataran Pahlawan as well.

Jonker street has it too but not sure which is nicer.

At night, Boyfie’s friend (David) was being friendly enough, he brought us for dinner and led us to walk around the Jonker area.

This is him. =)

We went for Nyonya dinner in a restaurant which I do not know what,

I only know that it was locate along the same row with the hotel we stayed, Fenix Inn.

Itik Tim.

It tasted similar to the Sichuan Soup in our place.

This is the Taufu.

Cooked almost similar to our style, Tauchu.

But their self-made taufu is definitely more winning.

This is the Otak-Otak.

I do not know if it really is nice cause I do not fancy this personally.

But the Boyfie said that it was real good. =)

This is Chap Chai.

Tasted to be normal for me. A little more credit than just “acceptable” .

Fried Fish.

It was quite fresh, and the chillie wasn’t really spicy.

Still okay for me. Moderate. =)

They serve Cendol as well.

Normal kind of cendol actually.

Nothing really special about it.

Went for this Melaka River Cruise after dinner.

RM 10/person if I’m not wrong. =)

There are a few stops, and our stop was Hentian Hang Jebat.

Basically the cruise brought us around one area along the river.

It was worth the 10 bucks actually, because I didn’t know that Malacca was so beautiful!

You can get to see quite an amount of mural paintings along the riverside.

They are pretty!

After that we went for a walk around the Jonker/Heeren area.

The night scene of that area was pretty amazing..

This is taken in the Casa Del Rio
(a new hotel actually. I believe that the rates are pretty pricey.)

Wondering where can get pretty flowers like this?

Here,

Yeap, no doubt. In this area =)

St.Francis Xavier.

I asked David if there was any reason why this church is so famous, and you know what he said?

Nothing special actually.

Just that, “Don’t you notice that the building is actually slanted?”

Yes indeed! I wouldn’t have notice that if he never tells! LOL

Nowhere else to visit, nothing else to eat after that.

(Most shops are closed at 5-6pm. When I say most, it’s almost all. LOL)

I seriously do not know why. =.=”

The place we stayed, Fenix Inn.

At around 10plus, Boyfie claimed that he was hungry.

So we went to the Portuguese Square for something.

They were practically closing by the time we reached there.

Luckily one/two stalls were still opened, so yeah =)

We ordered only the Fish.

It was just nice for two persons.

The next day, of course, we went and walked around the places that we have not visited.

Incase if this post bores you up, look at the picture below to entertain yourself then =))

This stall below is located along a small road,

he has been selling fruit juice for more than 30years.

Fruit juice? It has been long but nothing special..

The Baba Nyonya Peranakan! =)

We were not allowed to take pictures inside the house, so yeah.

Can you see a small hole there at the ceiling?

It was there specially for the people inside the house to see who’s by the door step from the second floor!

How awesome right?!

If you don’t like the person who’s by the doorstep,

simply pour water or urine(if you want) to that fella through the hole!!

HAHAHA

Famous Chicken Rice?

This is famous, but it’s not nice!

This is not as famous as the one on top but the chicken rice was seriously awesome!

so be sure! don’t get to the wrong one!! the taste was seriously different!

Rice. BALLS. =P

Walked around the Jonker street, and we found this,

EGGS!!

It’s Ice-Cream Egg!

The seller said that it is from KL but I never seem to see it in KL pun..

Cendol in Jonker 88,

this is the best seller, but it was just normal cendol for me. LOL

Durian Puff along the Jonker street! =)

It was so awesome!!! Very tasty for Durian lovers like me! =))

Went for this on the second night,

Wantan Mee!!

Dry Wantan Mee (thick type)

“Wet” Wantan Mee (thin type)

Compare the both, the thick ones is tastier! It is tasty! =))

Along the Jonker street as well,

There is this shop, which is inside the “Sam Suk Kong” shop.

Durian Cendol!

The taste of Durian isn’t thick enough, so…

Hmmm.

But no harm trying la since that it is the first and so called “tastiest” Durian Cendol in town.

Rojak and Cendol along the roadside.

It was moderate only la.

But it does attract an amount of customers!

Asked the receptionist in the Fenix Inn, and he recommended this particular cendol and rojak along the Jalan Bunga Raya.

Min Chong Rojak and Cendol.

Around 5pm on the 12th May 2011, we went for,

Capitol Satay Celup!

The varieties!

To be honest, Boyfie and I will not go there for a second time on purpose.

Sorry to say that!

Maybe we’ve expected a little too much I guess? =)

what I’ve learnt throughout this trip is that, I really love to spend good time together with the Boyfie. hehehe.

And another fact is that, I SERIOUSLY LOVE TO EAT. And only super yummy food can attracts me. LOL

:: regards ::

Rae

ps: Things happen for a reason. When you see someone smiling, laughing happily, it doesn’t mean that that someone is really happy. He/She might be sobbing in the inside.

pss: some people just like to think/do things their ways. they assume that “this” happens because of “that” without knowing the exact/true stuffs and then be chicken backside, talking stuffs which they THINK they know which they DO NOT really know. LOL at these kind of people. When only can grow up? SO PATHETIC!

psss: all and all, I’M A VERY HAPPY HAPPY GIRL! and I’m proud just being me. =)

pssss: You need me to fetch you on monday? text me the time and venue =))

C'est La Vie

2011-04-22T14:21:00.002+08:00

Not everyone is happy. The "happy" i mean here isn't the emotion, isn't the type which you can just force to have it.

Well, you may see people being rich, but not having something they want and you won't know about it.

You may see people being pretty, but not having something they want as well.

You may see people being smart, but not having what they want at the same time.

You may see people having relationship/friendship that you have been craving for, but I don't see them being happy with what they are currently having as well.

You can seriously make me a happy happy girl by giving me something that I want but the happiness in me might only last for a day only, or maybe a lil more than a day.

Basically, something really small can cheer up a lot of me.

What I want now is to have my finals end asap, and I can attend FiFi's wedding, and get my "kaching" asap, and get my internship done asap, and get my foot on Bali asap, and get my birthday presents asap and attach myself to Boyfie everyday, and stay at home everyday but not every hour, and get my kononnya "head-start meal" with the Ms.Del-ay, and get a super belated cny dress from blook from the Ms.Del-ay (she broke that chain this year =[).

not to forget, to have Seafood Dinner with the ji-muis which i have delayed for like two weeks already. Sorry my dear ji-muis. super busy recently. I have to delay it like till next month already. finals coming. super sorry... =((

Current location: Kampar!

Current condition: Illness! =[

Gah!! I want to rant! Dellynn Lim The Kuen, you're such a jackass! not here when i need chiong k kaki!!!

Enough for being such an idiot, ashame-ing myself in the public, telling you all of my current conditions and emotions.

:: regards ::

Rae

ps : Still the same question, A or B?! =((

For Real

2011-03-23T23:12:00.003+08:00

Cause I'm for real,
Are you for real?
I can't help myself,
it's the way I feel.

Mixtures of feeling. But no worries, it will come to an end soon. Very soon.

I can't help but I just to eat like, every two hours a day.

What the hell is wrong with me? =(

Just to spend some time here at my own wall. Teehee.

:: regards ::

Rae

ps : Friday, can you please just come and go? I hate you Friday!

Super like this:

当爱累了，人的反应就是逃避，我也一样，恨不得逃跑

当忍耐到了一个极限，当你累得不像话，你重复问自己，何苦呢？

一开始，你是他的宝，他的天使，他开始规划你们的未来

让你觉得这世上，有他就够。你一辈子都会记得这样的一个人，只要和他幸福一辈子，
吃苦也没关系

但，时间久了，一切都好像变质了，

你等待的承诺，好像都在白等，但你还是相信他给你承诺

因为世上，只有这特别的他才能给你诺言

当他说他会保护你一辈子，我相信每个女子都会很开心听到这句话

我甚至为了这句话还偷偷哭了呢，还哭得很惨。因为从来没有实现过

很悲哀吧！因为我相信诺言，不只，我还信任爱情

一直以来，相信每个女生都和我一样，就算付出多少也无所谓，也不必让人知道自己付出了什么，你只要和他幸福而已

其实我们女生要的很简单，能够幸福快乐地过一辈子就满足了。

为什么那么的难？

为什么爱得那么累了，我们还期盼一些什么。甚至还自私地期待下一个会更好？

当泪流干了，心也痛得麻了，剩下的就只有恨

因为恨，所以背叛了爱情，

自己的选择。谁教爱情是自由的。

#adapted from, you know who =)

Only you can love me this way

2011-03-22T10:14:00.002+08:00

Play this song, and you'll never regret. hahah!

Well, this is one of the song I consider to have pull my distance with my boyfie closer (before we got together la of course).

Keith Urban's song is definitely brilliant. The lyrics are awesome.

As if he was in my shoes. =.="

But this is the only Keith Urban's song that is in my iTunes. lol

Anyway, I'm not in the mood to study. No mood at all. I have been facing the book and lappy since morning and I've got no idea what I have studied. and I have not no idea what have I been doing with the lappy.

How pathetic.

Anyway, it seems to be like a McBreakfast day today. Everyone is gathering in McD now I guess? hahah.

Last but not least, Happy birthday ya Hui Jie! You know I don't Hate You! =D

:: regards ::

Rae

ps : Cannot have wishlists wan meh? =.=" you better get me everything that is stated in my wishlistSSss. And i'm sure that the wishlistsss will be handed to you safely by May 2011 before the "Blackout" of the world okay?! LOL

It’s a little bit of the rights, and a little bit of the wrongs

2011-03-21T22:10:00.001+08:00

There are stuffs in life that people want to get rid of. One of the common ones – The awful past.

No one can judge someone as you’re not in his/her own shoes.

You won’t get to know what is it that really get into his/her head unless, you’re God.

Some of the things happened and you try hard to forget about it.

Some of the things happened and you will only store them in a little memory box of yours.

Mine? They are well kept at the back of my head.

I don’t try hard to get over stuffs that are not happy.

They are all meant to be remembered (in my own case of course).

I want to remind myself of who I was, and how I was.

I have no regrets in life so far. At least, for now. =)

Well, things aren’t that complicated if you see them separately, box by box or case by case.

They are all depend on your very own point of view. So yeah, do not bother how or what people think about you, cause, they are simply not you =)

Days have been passing kinda slow these days. I’m not following the paces that I should have.

Which means I’m kinda far back behind, pray for me will ya? =D

Driving is just so not my stuff. How I wish to have a private driver to send me everywhere everytime.

I just simply don’t' enjoy driving. Driving back and forth from KL each week is definitely a tough job for me.

I don’t like paying attention on the roads, but still, I am forced to. =((

I just can’t wait for the arrival of may, then the arrival of october.

Ooopsss! Will there even be october? Rumours spreading that it will be the end of the world on 21st may 2011 thou.

What a joke. I still don’t wanna die yet lor.

I’m still young and ~~single and available~~ and not married and haven graduate and haven work ~~and haven success and haven get pregnant~~.

And the list goes on and on…. yaddaaa yaddaaa… =.=

I should be studying now but I just can’t seem to be able to concentrate on chemical process and control ~~what the hell.~~

I am just bored enough to do anything.

~~Even my boyfie doesn’t have time to entertain me. How pathetic am I right? =|~~

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : Get along with life. No more bangau-ing please. This is all from Rachel Ngiam to Rachel Ngiam.

pss : Sorry! I’m just bored enough! =(

psss : I’m actually making myself a birthday wishlistSSss now. =.=

At Least Something

2011-03-19T18:17:00.006+08:00

Hello fellow blog readers! I know I haven't been updating. Was busy for weeks.
Oooppss! Got spotted for giving excuses! No more BANGAU-ING okay?! =PP

Now, it's definitely The Script Fever! I was sad enough for not being able to attend Buble's Concert, so I switch the arrow to The Script. At least that there are no rumours saying that they will be coming to M'sia. If yes, I WOULD DEFINITELY WANT TO GO. Hope that they won't come this year or next, give me time to save money will ya? =)

Okay, I got no idea who Philip and Michael are according to the picture above. I just want to say that working is a WASTE OF TIME. =.=

Then,

Study is definitely a WASTE OF TIME also. I seriously don't know why we have to study like a mad cow. FML.

Talking about marriage, many people get marry these days. I keep seeing pictures from marriage in FB. Walao...

Wish every single couples a very very happy family ahead!!!

Try so hard to climb up the ladder for what? In the end, you'll get..

YEAH, NOTHING!! =.=

What's up with my post? No I'm not feeling dull or down or anything. I simply just get fed up with life. How nice if we could just sit, eat, play, watch, travel, chat, and do things that we like everyday without work and studies? BIG SIGH

Anyway, I had a great time with the bestie of my life. She's the only one that I can speak up about anything other than Dellynn Lim the Kuen. HAHAH. The difference is just that, the adorable one below is bestie and Kuen is sista! =D

Happy Birthday once again ya!
Hope you love the card I made.
No doubt I didn't take much time think of what to write.
Cause I seriously do not know what to write.
Gomen!
Anyway, seriously hope that you appreciate it cause it seriously took me time to think of the design and decorating it!! =|
And, NO ONE can receive one from me that easily. =D

And again, you have love from both me and EuGene.

There will always be Threesome until you get your one and only! Okay?!

I will surely pray for you!! HAHAHA

So, this is at least something to spice up my blog a bit.

I want some traveling! =|

:: Regards ::

Rae

ps: Friends like you are definitely hard to find Khoo Wei Wei. And it's even harder to not keep in touch with! Wo Hui Teng Ni Gen Duo Dian ya. But, do not ask for my kiss please! You can never get it!! =)

pss: I miss you my boyfie. MUCH....

In Your Eyes

2011-02-27T18:21:00.001+08:00

Tell me, what am I in your eyes?

Some people are very particular of the way they are towards others.

But some people, are not.

For me, I don’t care how you look me as. I am myself.

Some people used to say that I was arrogant. But now, I’m not towards them. LOL

It’s simply because we are close friends now.

Therefore, why bother how people look at you when they don’t really know you? Things change.

We are but humans, we change as well.

Look across the ocean, not just the river..

When time goes by, values change, everything change.

And that is the time where you true colors reveal.

You change, your true colors change.

We want to be changed into someone better, not worse.

When you are brave enough to reveal your true colors, you’re one successful man.

Because you will be brave enough to accept any challenges and difficulties in life.

Fireworks, who will not love?

They are particularly the sparks in your life.

Why would everyone feel delightful and awesome looking at fireworks?

For me, it simply symbolizes the sparks in your life.

~~You feel sparks, and you fly. And therefore, sparks fly.~~

You feel that you’re ignited, your life is filled with only wonderfulness and awesomeness.

And you can simply see a smile on others.

You want to see fireworks everyday? No problem, impress yourself, do something meaningful everyday to spice up your everyday in life.

Well, I’m not taking thing for granted. And I don’t take things for granted.

Things happen for a reason, just go on with life. Don’t be stubborn wanting to find out the reasons, because there aren’t any.

There will only be excuses, which is “self-created”.

Embrace your loved ones each and every single day.

Seize the precious moment peeps!

:: Regards ::

RAe

The Only Thing That Matters The Most is Who You Want To Be

2011-02-18T14:36:00.002+08:00

Past are meant to be past and to never look back at.

For me, the phrase somehow never rings a bell. I know, people are still used to phrases like this. But for me, how are you going to be a better person if you never look back at your own past to make yourself a better you?

No offense, just my point of view.

New semester has started weeks ago. I'm trying to catch up with the paces that I missed. *Good for me*

Calender has just marked full stop for CNY. Everyone must have had their precious moments during such a meaningful festive season. So Am I! =D

Visited Boyfie's Super Big Family "Tree" for the very first time. Obviously, I've got more AngPau's this year. Teehee! =D

Heard of cases about Husband beating his own wife. Just one question, why is the Earth so sick now? Why man would abuse his own wife?

My thinking has always been:" I love this woman, I want her to be only mine, I want to give her the very best that I have, I will work hard to give her everything she wants, that's why I marry her."

Then why abuse the wife?

Men, they are obviously human that do not keep their own promises. Aren't they?

Just how sad is that? sigh.

Industrial training in May 2011, and I'm proud to say that I've found one. Heheh.

Thanks to Uncle XX! =)

There's so many things in life that we want to get.

It's not that we cannot get them, it's just that, it's not time for you to get them yet.

So, patience! =))

That's all for today. Enjoy every single day in life! =)

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : thank you to Ms.Dellynn Lim for the giant prawns. They love them much. =)) Can't wait to see you again!

Super Random

2011-02-10T10:57:00.001+08:00

I wish to be in Klang tonight for the prayer session!

Firework by Katy Perry raise me up every single time. She never fails. LOL

As I wished before, I GOT MORE ANG PAU MONEY THIS YEAR! teehee!

No doubt, I’ll definitely be a pretty good girl as I promised! =)

Visited Boyfie’s Super Big Family Members this year.

They were obviously hilarious!

One more secret, Boyfie cannot drink one! Laugh out loud at that okay! ahahha

Got confirmation for the coming industrial training in May this year!

Kinda excited for that. Of course, I feel relieve already.

Many things have been solved. This year is definitely a good good year!

But too bad, I didn’t get to win in any gambling session this year. Lost somemore. What the..

No worries! I had fun losing money! LOL

This weekend will be such a wonderful weekend ahead! Busy schedule.

I’m totally fully occupied! =O

Oh ya, so sorry for having dull posts recently.

I was all the way busy with food and stuff. Therefore, no time to seriously take picture.

*I give good excuses. Don’t i? =P*

Nicky is now an official student in OZ.

He will be spending the next four years there!

Oh my!

One thing that is good for me, I will have free tour guide next time! HAHAHA!

All the best there Nicky! Take care!!! =))

:: regards ::

RAe

Just How Different People Can Be

2011-02-02T09:30:00.001+08:00

Some people just doesn’t like to look back at the past, they just don’t like looking back how they were, who they used to be.

My thinking is: Why is it so? Somehow there’s a part of me still doesn’t understand why. Are you just ashamed of it?

Well, basically that was just my thought.

Sometimes, I look back at the past of how I was, how I used to be so that I can make adjustment for now and even the future.

So that I could prevent myself for being someone meanie that I used to be in the past?

So that I could change my bad attitude maybe to a better ones?

So that I could control the bad tempers that I used to had?

And to be honestly speaking, I do feel myself being a person with better tempers.

I used to argue over very very minor stuffs with others, especially,

My mother.

But now, sometimes I just feel that, you can just say whatever you want. I’m okay with it.

Just simply return all those talking with a smile.

Especially some people.

Well you know, some people just like to “shoot” others for their OWN ENTERTAINMENT.

Oh well, some people do DESERVED the “shooting”. But some are obviously not!

Those people who like to “shoot” seems to be somehow pathetic to me. They are somehow feeling “small” within themselves.

Obviously, this isn’t my own thinking, there were researches done by experts and articles were published regarding to all these kinds of funny behaviour.

Just how funny/particular some people can be isn’t it?

This is the reason why I become much more lazier to fight back with them.

My thinking is: What’s the point?

If they feel awesome/happy or somehow, feel like they have WON, why not then?

I know that I’m definitely not the only one who feels these.

Ha, let them be will you? Forgive them..

I forgive each of everyone of them who have accused me, hurt me, scolded me, and even those who have “shot” me each and every single night.

I pray that Lord will forgive them for being someone who are so mean, so cruel, so cold-hearted.

*this is somehow a way for me to comfort my own self. I think back whether I have done anything wrong so that Lord could forgive me.

But at the same time, I correct my own attitude and ways of dealing with problems. *

A new year is only few hours away from us. So take this few hours, think thoroughly of what you’ve done throughout the year.

Have you done anything wrong? Have you done anything that you shouldn’t be doing?

Have you done anything mean? Have yourself ask for forgiveness before you step into a new year that is awaiting you please.

You’ll definitely be blessed. =)

Hmmm. Had an early Reunion Dinner with the Lumu Kakis in Tai Thong Klang yesterday.

Just how funny some people can be.

Well, I was definitely being entertained.

Some friends are meant to be your friends for the rest of your life.

Just how funny/wonderful fate can be.

I feel blessed. And I wish everyone a blessed and wonderful year ahead.

Happy Chinese New Year!

:: regards ::

RAe

ps: Good things are coming ahead and I’m accepting them with a pair of opened arms.

pss: Fill your heart with every different senses. May you be filled with generosity, humbleness, cheerfulness, wealth and everything nice. =))

pssss: Accept every dumb moves from anyone. Forgive them. Increase the inner strength in you.

The day is almost here.

2011-01-28T13:15:00.002+08:00

So, we have been waiting for it long enough. Now, it’s only a few days from us! =D

First and for all, I wish EVERYONE a Happy and Prosperous New Year.

I love Chinese New Year in someway. But another way, I hate Chinese New Year as well.

Obviously, everyone loves happy and crowded moments during CNY. Not to be missed, of course the Ang Paus that we will be getting too.

Another thing that is worth being waited for CNY is that the fact that everyone will get to gather around.

Enjoy the chit-chatting session, mahjong session, gambling session and of course, LAMI session!

HAHA. I must play lami this year! Can’t Wait!

As usual, the Lumu Kakis will be gathering around for two days. In fact, more than just two days I think?

First, we are going to have a Reunion Dinner in Tai Thong Klang on the 1st of Feb. Tables have been booked!

Wuhoo! Can’t wait to see everyone!

Then, we will definitely visit each others’ house for ang pau and gambling session.

Gambling never ends throughout the 15days! =))

I hate CNY for the fact that I’m one year older. Gah. That’s tearing enough! =[

I’m now waiting super patiently for Boyfie’s arrival. Guess that he’ll be here any minute from now.

Oh, can’t wait to see him! =]

I’m so getting to MidValley later to survey for my new toy! I am so desperate to have it before CNY.

But too bad, it can’t be! =[

Mum, Dad, Aunties, Uncles, Coussies, LET’S MEET UP SOON! =))

Again, HAVE A BLESSED AND WONDERFUL CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! =D

:: regards ::

Rae

This is not perfect!

2011-01-20T18:43:00.002+08:00

Something happened recently and I start to be doubtful with my own thoughts.

What is coming up next? Not sure if I can take it anymore..

A delightful lunch in Bubba Gump, Sunway Pyramid

2011-01-16T13:52:00.002+08:00

So, we have been talking about going for meal two weeks ago.

Ching King Ken wanted to spend us (as in Eugene, Emerlyn and Me) for an expensive meal cause he has gotten his bonus.

Eugene has been telling Ken about the awesomeness of shrimps in Bubba Gump.

Planned it for like almost a week already! and FINALLY the time has come! =DD

Blueberry Smoothie. More of Ice Cream wonders for me. Still, it’s nice! =)

This is Alabama Sunset.

Guess what? We only had a few sip on it!

Seriously cannot take the taste of it.

TOMATOES with some SPICES then some celery and EVERYTHING “NOT NICE” I would say.

EEEEWWWWW!!! >.<

This is the top view of it.

Plus an addition of a piece of shrimp?

OMG. I don’t know what was Forest Gump thinking to have discover this drink! >.<

Lt.Dan’s invention.

Some kind of punch! This is definitely YUMMY! yum yum! =)

This is Boat Trash.

Shrimps, fish, and some lobsters’ tail!

I LOVE THE FISH

I LOVE THE LOBSTERS’ TAIL

AND I LOVE THE SHRIMPS!

basically, the whole thing is nice! =)

This is Scampi.

Spaghetti with shrimps.

The shrimps here is so freshy and juicy!

The spaghetti? A little sour but it’s still nice!

It blends well with the shrimps!

The main highlight of this is definitely the baguette! Better than Pizza Hut’s!

Then this Shrimp Heaven for every first timer.

Consists of 4 different types of shrimps

Fried shrimp, tempura shrimp, coconut shrimp and boiled shrimp.

Me? I love the coconut and boiled shrimps the most! =D

This is The Chocolate Thing

This is the second time I had it already but still so in love with it!

It is definitely awesome and that you would not get it anywhere else already.

Heaven!

So here’s the bill for 5pax! Conclusion?

Super full!

Again, Thank you Ken Kor Kor for spending us such a great meal. =)

Emerlyn, your turn next ya!! =DD

:: regards ::

rAE

ps : I love Bubba Gump shrimps!

pss : I have had enough of CNY clothes! Don’t wanna buy anymore! =|

psss : New Sem starts tomorrow. What kind of FLOWER! >.<

Life After New Year in 2011

2011-01-14T20:48:00.001+08:00

No where to go during this semester break, so what Boyfie did to me was…

First, brought me to Petrosains:

This awesome TV screens are awesome!!!

Pictures of You! Pictures of Me! =D

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Then, Aquaria KLCC on the same day:

There’s pools at the entrance where the aquatic animals can be touched =))

HAHA! I touched every of them okay?! so proud of myself!!! =DD

Some kind of animal~ and they only feed on Vege!!!

From left: Electric Eel, some kind of ANIMAL, then Arapaima!!

Arapaima is very big lor! almost the same height as ME!!! >.<

And the speed they grab their food, LESS THAN 1S!!!

HAHHA. Boyfie loves fishy! because….

HE IS FISHY!!! and he always FISHES me!!! =(

Then, this super big and beautiful Christmas tree!!

Then, UGLY OCTOPUS!! >.<

Then, these piranhaS are so disappointing!!!

They were not as fierce as what people have said… =|

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The next day, we went to Pusat Sains Negara (PSN):

Welcome back to the Dino world!!!

The one on the left is PACHY! My favourite dino!! =DD

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Then previously, we went to Genting Highland, Pahang:

Horsey! Too bad tak boleh tunggang! >.<

Then, Checked-in!

Then to this Vietnam Restaurant for lunch =)

Yours truly!

From Left: Fresh Spring Roll, Bamboo Fried Rice, and dessert.

EVERYTHING BELOW AVERAGE. what a shame…

The shop that entertain us the most?

Starbucks Coffee!!!

hahha. Boyfie “gan jiong” checking on his results on monday that day.

No special food onwards then, so, no pictures of food already.

Second day, went to see my favourite mushy mushroom!!

YUMMY! I think… ? hahha

Black Mushy!!!

Your beautiful lady! =))

No comment on these? Zip it then! =D

HAHAHAA. I super like this picture of him!!! NOOB is the only word I can say…! =))

New semester starting soon! And I don’t like it! =[

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : Year 2011 is definitely a good year!

Welcoming a New Year, 2011

2010-12-31T19:16:00.001+08:00

Time does passes very fast. We’re now less than 12 hours away from a fresh and long year, 2011.

Throughout the year, there were things that have been done.

There were both good and the bad ones. But they are now no longer important cause all will be tossed to the ground once the time strike 12 midnight. =)

Together, we went to Colmar Tropical, Bukit Tinggi:

Together, we went to Cameron Highland, Perak: The town full with plants!

Together, we went to I-City, Shah Alam: The City of Beautiful Lights:

Together, we went to a Motor Show for the first time, KLIMS: Kuala Lumpur International Motor Show 2010:

Together, we went to Marche, not his first time, but my fat bro & mine’s:

Together, we had these:

And, I received flower from him the first time:

But theoretically, it has to be considered as the second attempt. The first attempt was a Rose during Valentine’s Day. But it’s somehow “not big” enough. So that’s it! =)

Together, we went to Golden Horses of Palace, celebrated Boyfie’s birthday:

Together, we went for Alaskan Snow Crab, Manhattan Fish Market:

Awesome meat here!

Together, we went to Kampung Pasir Salak:

Together, we went to Teluk Intan:

for awesome chee cheong fun! so awesome! yum yum!

Together, we went to Sungai Klah and passed by Bidor for this:

for famous Duck Leg Noodles like this! =D

The wantan mee was rather bad, but the Wantan is owning!

Then, we continued the journey to Sungai Klah, passed by watermelon farm:

This Private Hot Pool is fawesome!!!!

Went to TRAP, complimentary tickets when we stay at Felda Residence:

Together, we went to Ipoh like around 10times already in a year:

Famous Sam Poh Tong

Haunted Castle, Kellie’s Castle

Famous Ipoh Chicken Rice:

Different style of Chee Cheong Fun, with Herbal soup:

Together, we went to Penang Island with part of Lumu Kakis:

Together, we went to Port Dickson with a bigger part of Lumu Kakis:

Celebrated the birthdays of the three of them in PD:

Then, we went to Tanjung Sepat for this particular couples’ bridge:

for the famous Pau as well:

Together, we have drove to the east coast, Terengganu:

Stayed in the City for a day:

Then, went to Kapas Island for 4days3nights:

We owned the Island! Because most of them people went to Redang Island I think?

Basically, I have done many things with this particular Boyfie. I do believe that there are still many more to come!

For the coming year,

I wish to have this:

Loads of Money, which is impossible.

Enter a good company for internship, hope this can come true.

Lastly, I wish to have time to visit places like this:

I am dreamer, I admit. =))

Last but not least, wishing everyone a New Year ahead. Smooth roads make you weak, bumpy roads make you strong.

Which road to be taken, totally up to your own perception.

Best of Luck!

=DD

:: regards::

Rae

p/s: Please cure my vitiligo 2011!

Christmas

2010-12-25T13:40:00.002+08:00

Hmmm. Seems to me that everyone nowadays are celebrating Christmas.

One question, “Do you know what does Christmas really means?”

Some people celebrate just because it’s a TREND. Is it? LOL

Btw, the more the merrier aight! =D

Have a Merry Christmas everyone. Forgive me for anything wrong that I have done as I've already forgiven those who has been mean to me even though there isn't one. =P

We’re blessed. =)

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : No offense, it’s just my thoughts =)

The Most Wonderful Day of the Year is here!

2010-12-23T14:20:00.002+08:00

Yeah! Christmas is only two days away. Gah... I miss all the fun aight? =(

Watched Glee and I feel so into Christmas! Yes! My Christmas Spirit is up!

Family members delayed Christmas celebration this year. Had been celebrating on the 24th every year. But this year an exception, still celebrating, on the 25th itself. Because attracted by S'pore's Christmas Deco this year. But heard that, it's kinda disappointing this year.

Ha. Talking about S'pore, I miss Clark Quay! =.="

Christmas is all about being grateful and forgiving those that have hurt you.

So yeah, I forgive everyone that has been mean to me! =D

Santa, I have been so good this year! =))

I appreciate everything that have happened to me this year, Thank you Lord for giving me everything that I am having now! =)

I'm so getting something for myself next week!

Oh yeah, sad to have all the adults no longer giving any presents to the young adults anymore. I have been receiving Christmas presents all these while until last year. Well, simply because I'm no longer a teenager? Inconsolable? Nah! I'm proud being a young adult now! TeeHee!!

Will update things that I have been very into with recently soon! =)

Again, congrats fat bro!

I LOVE MY FAMILY! =D

:: regards ::

Rae

ps : DumbOnion, no headstart meal next year? =(((

pss : You've already done well my boyfie. =)

Everyone has the right

2010-12-15T08:13:00.002+08:00

You can't blame if one's trying to be pretty.
You can't blame if one's trying to be sexy.
You can't blame the way one's dressing to impress the others.
You can't blame that you yourself do not have the beauty and which therefore,
you miss a lot in life.
You missed the chance to even be pretty to yourself.
You weren't dare to dress to impress yourself.
You weren't dare to dress to amaze others.
You weren't dare to take the judgments.
You weren't dare to accept who you really are.

My say? Life is what you want it to be.

From the moment that i choose this very course, I know i will not have the ordinary kind of jobs.
I will not have the ordinary kind of time to do what that can impress me.
I will not have the ordinary kind of attitude to mix and share out with others.
Life has been getting tough. But, it's still moving on.

No doubt that I can't get myself what I want now, but I'm sure that I'm getting what I want in few years time. 8-10 years perhaps? Everyone tries to speed up time so that they can get what they want asap. But as when time flies, your age grows, is that really what you want?

YES! I do want my age to grow old faster now, so that I can actually graduate faster and get nearer to my dream. And once my dream has been achieved, can I slow down the time by then?

NO! arh. Humans are buts humans still. We are selfish animals. We only want things to happen our way. Aren't we? =)

Since that time is not on your side, why not do everything that you like every single day, pass your day with passion and satisfaction.

Hmmm. This is definitely a self-convincing post. I'm so getting myself into something during this short break! =]

Jealousy never gets enough. But it definitely will not happen to me. I know what I want in the end. Different outcome, different future, different in the present.

Just to let you know, I'm free from finals! But no vacations for me. =[

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : appreciate your love ones!

pss : make sure you're still in PEACE (piece)! Take really good care for yourself! Since you're getting double pay, i'm expecting my 21's gift!! =PPP

Life is nothing but misery?

2010-11-29T16:11:00.001+08:00

I am in misery, there ain’t nobody who can comfort me, OHH YEAHHH!!

LOL! No, sorry to disappoint you that I’m not in misery! TEEHEE!! =P

For me, life has been perfect, better than ever.

I have always blamed myself why would I live in a place like this? Why am I positioned in something like this?

This this that that. Still, problems persist after so many times of complains. What to do?

Read someone’s blog about courage. What will our lives be without having courage?

Well, many things will change once you have the suitable courage that you should have in whatever that you do.

Previously, before I met the boyfie, I have always wondered “do I deserve this? do I deserve that? why am I going through all of these?” and also any other stuffs that similar to these. hah

*sorry, no offense, but somehow, boyfie has changed much of me.*

Boyfie said something to me yesterday, he said:” I’m lucky to have you this year, you’ve filled much of the emptiness that have occupied me”

(my way of saying it here. sentence might not be the same, but the content was there)

Then I told him, I said:” you left out one thing, you should say, “I spent more money after being with you” as well. “

*Both burst into laughter after that* ROFL

Well, that’s for real. =)

Together, we have been to many places, done many different funny things.

We drove to the rendezvous for the very first time. 8hours journey is the longest one.

We tried many many different types of yummy food from many many different types of place.

We swam at night in the very own private pool.

We shopped from sunlight to moonlight. *that was torturing but fun!*

We argued over minor stuffs and I locked him *accidentally* outside the room. (still sorry for that… =D)

Something I love very much about him is that, he fills the part of me which is empty.

He fills me with knowledge that I didn’t know and that I should have known.

He fills me with tales which happens to him during his younger days. *he is one thick-skinned fella ever since he was very very small*

He fills me with gratifying movies which some are rather boring (for me) and some are superb amazing.

I’m an ordinary with an ordinary way of thinking and wanting things *I hope*

I know that I get very fussy, tipsy or maybe gypsy at times, but I do controlled myself kind of well.

I told myself that I’ve got the best parents in the world. I couldn’t be asking for more..

I told myself that I “hate” my fat bro even though he’s annoying and I just hate him. I couldn’t be asking for more than a brother. cuz one is definitely more than enough already

I told myself that boyfie is already the best and I can never find someone else which is better cause I’ve already got the best..

I told myself that I’m already living in a wealthy family even though I’m not and I should be thankful for what I’m having now.

This is definitely a mumbling post, telling myself to be satisfied. Now, I feel like I’m a pretty lucky girl.

Mumbling post is somehow persuasive. It makes you feel that you’re worth and you’re living your life.

This is confidence-ing! =))

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : I dreamt that I own a DSLR this morning. What a dream!

We still play out in the rain in the middle of September =)

2010-11-23T16:10:00.001+08:00

Are you afraid to lose? at times? or all the time?

Don’t be. =) There’s a whole lot of things that you gain when you lose something. =))

The song that never stops rhyming: September – Craig David.

His voice is definitely one of the sweetest, the man-est! lol

Folks, how’s life going on in the past one week?

Me? I’m going fine except for the part that I’ve fell sick for almost a week.

It only cures when I’m back with the Boyfie again. What is this eh? =.=”

My fever came back to me just now. Luckily it is now subsided already. Hope that this would be the last time it comes back and haunt me..

Short Semester passes so fast! Finals are in another two weeks time only.

Gah. What’s life with exams huh? =|

La Gomera? I’ll go to you one day! =DD

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : I pray that I will never ever get sick again. Please give me a tough body, to be immune from every kind of sickness. Thank You! =)

All that should have been

2010-11-15T06:07:00.001+08:00

Aloha!!! teehee that I’m now back in action again! =D

You must have been wondering where I’ve lost myself right? I do not study, do not do things until the very last minute, then, where have I been then?!

hmmm. deep thoughts. =P

What have I been doing last week huh?

I’ve definitely done with two tests, one Bioprocess which sux to the max and Muet. which sux to the max as well.

I’ve never feel so OMG with english papers wan lor. But somehow, Muet got me I guess?

all I want is a Pass, give it to me pretty please? =))

Went to Golden Horses of Palace on the Saturday:

celebrated Boyfie’s birthday. Pictures? there are not with me.

Besides, why wanna take pictures there? =PP

Owh ya, we had Buffet. it’s so not worthy for the two of us which having tiny stomach.

I’m so bringing the fat one along with me the next time!!!

Gawd, now I’m missing Marche already!! >.<

And for yesterday, went for breakfast at Lot 10,

then to Coronade Hotel to earn RM40 by doing a survey,

then to Low Yat to buy some stuffs,

then to Time Square to see if I will be able to see some stuffs,

then to Melia Hotel to earn another RM15 by doing another survey,

then to Low Yat again just to spend time and bought some stuffs again.

Damage of the day? RM700! =.=”

No more nice food for this month already. I told boyfie that I’m bringing “us” to Tony Roma’s some more. =.=”

But, I still want shopping!!! It’s end of the year already! New pieces!!! =DD

Why are everyone so into Vampire Diaries? Even Emerlyn also so into it lar?

Understandable larh if Soi Poh Ah Shan and Ah Fong gets into it. Even Irene is so into it!! =.=”

Sorry that I’m not typical ladies like you guys, I don’t watch “these” kind of movies or drama.

Fyi, I DISLIKE the Twilight series wan lorh. Noob dao…

:: regards ::

Rae

ps : Congratulations to Dellynn Lim to be officially breaking free for the next 6months on today onwards!!

pss : Boyfie, I’m waiting for you to watch Prison Break! =)

Sua Gu Me >.<

2010-11-10T09:08:00.000+08:00

Note the title of this post, I’m totally a Suagu. Fyi, I’ve never been to Port Dickson (PD) before. I’ve been there like 15 years ago where my grandma was still around. I hardly remember things when I was small. so, it feels like I’ve never been there before. so yeah.. =D

Gathered in my house on the 5th of November 2010 at 11.30am

Had early lunch at The Kopitiam then… Off we went! =D

Reached Glory Beach Resort at around 3pm.

Checked in.

Then…

Played some cards and TIDUR!!!

of course, we did walked around in the evening.

Wanted to swim or sun bath cause Boyfie can’t wait to be a chocolate boy.

Unfortunately, we were that unlucky that it was so crowded that day.

Some sort of Family Day event is carrying out at that moment.

So yeah.

I love Sunset! =)))

the picture on the right is the penthouse that we stayed! =D

They were all posing while waiting for those noobies to set up the fire.

=.=”

very gaya meh???

especially the “white shirt” wan. hahha!

then, its Barbeque time!!! teehee!

It’s cake blowing time after everyone’s shower time!

we celebrated for the november babies

Ah Mo, The Boyfie, and the Childish one, Eng Khai =))

candle blowing and cake cutting

We can see The Legend from our side of the beach! =)

Photo session on Saturday’s morning, after breakfast

Notify the faces yourself! =PP

gosh! I heart my chocolate rubbish bag!!! >.<

The kids chit-chatting before leaving =D

How nice if Angelina Lee can be here with us aight? =D

Dropped by Tanjung Sepat when we’re on our way back home for:

The famous pau which I don really think that it’s nice.

and this for lunch. The food… Not bad lar for certain dishes. =)

See the crowd? =.=”

we left the tough task of “waiting for table” to Emerlyn, Fong and Ah Mo and we went to walk by the

so called “Couple’s bridge” *please do not mind with my direct translate!* =|

The bridge! and some “naked” trees which I found to be quite beautifully naked. =D

Yao Yeng Meh like that? =.=”

The purpose of taking this picture of mine is just to show you that how strong was the wind!

Even my scarf will fly away anytime! >.<

Don’t ask me why took this.

Ask The Boyfie!

The famous pau!!

The food that we ordered.

The fish was definitely very fresh!

Boyfie loved it much thou! =D

and it’s cheap!

I mean, not expensive lar! reasonable =))

All and all, I still haven’t get to go PD, hence, I still don’t know how does PD looks like.

Why?

cause Boyfie said that the resort that we stayed isn’t located in PD itself.

PD is still a few miles further from the resort that we have stayed.

Sigh.

20 year old already still haven’t been to PD. =(

Should I assume that the Boyfie will bring me there some other time? teehee!!! =)

No more Glory Beach Resort the next time!

>.<

:: regards ::

Rae

ps : everyone, thank you for appearing in this trip! Lumu Kakis? ROCKS! =DD

pss : I want Char Siew Pau from Kam Leng!!!!

Not That Comfortable

2010-11-02T14:43:00.002+08:00

Acc to the title above, it’s not that I’m not feeling well. it’s just that I don’t really feel good with the condition that I’m currently having now.

Which I seriously do not know why either.. =[[

I’m feeling like Agent Alexander Mahone from Prison Break now, self- destructing anytime! =((

Thank you to the Boyfie to have made me watch the movie series! Prison Break? Awesome! Especially when you can see leng chai like him!

Michael Scofield a.k.a Wentworth Miller!

I wonder what kind of good deeds that his biological parents have done to having such an “en dao” kid! LOL!

One thing that I remember the most from Prison Break Season 3, by Lincoln Junior:” *laughs* you really think that you can outsmart my uncle?”

The uncle he meant was Michael Scofield! Realize how smart is he now?! LOL!

I’m kinda craving for one thing now. One thing.

Chee Cheong Fun from Ipoh!

Yes! Ipoh style of Chee Cheong Fun is like this!!! *yum yum*!

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : Don’t really feel like going to PD after checking my bank account. What a great life that I’m having! =[

My inspiring thought! =)

2010-11-01T17:33:00.003+08:00

i feel that, somehow, no matter how hard one person trying to ignore the love towards another one, the love will still be there.

Some girls might be strong enough to stay alone by themselves till the current situation, but no matter what, some part of them is filled with someone else. They might be ignoring the fact of being so. They might be able to lie or keep them towards somebody else, but still, they can't keep it away from they themselves. We are but humans. Humans are weak, especially ladies. But! Do not hesitate with a woman's ability to accept or to do something okay?

Somehow, they hide it very very deep inside the heart where only one particular man who can have the ability to melt the heart and bring out the secrets hidden within.

Well, i can't be the kind of girl that live on their own. I won't be able to do that, and I can never do that. It's not that I don't want to. It's that I can't. I simply can't do that when I've found someone that mean so much to me, that supports me with every single little things that i'm doing now, that is taking care of me, that is leading me to the right path at the right time.

So tell me, will you be willing to let someone who is playing such a important and decent role in your heart? or so to say, your life? I doubt... =))

Basically, I'm glad to have found you Boyfie.

We might not be able to last till the very end (no one knows), but still, i'm proud to say that i'm lucky enough to have you now. heheh. =D

Owh ya, today is Monkey's birthday! aka LeeMunMun!

Happy birthday LeeMunMun! Hope you'll like the pressie! =D

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : leaving to kl tonight. no rike! =[

pss : teehee! PD tis weekend! =D

2010-10-31T11:21:00.002+08:00

Some say:"Appreciate every single moment that you have when you've found your soul mate. "

My say?

I say:" Appreciate every single moment that you're having now with your loved ones. Appreciate even though your soul mate is yet to be discovered! =PP "

It's Pink Day! i feel pink almost everyday! =)

I'm loving my life! =P

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

>> To the DumbOnion, good luck in everything start from tomorrow onwards! May luck be with you till the mid of November 2010! until mid of Nov this year only! hahahhaha

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : I know you're loving me much! =DD

Embracing

2010-10-27T20:57:00.001+08:00

I’m currently with an American Drama titled “Drop Dead Diva”. there’s one particular sweet couple where “Lucky – Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat” has become a song of theirs.

It’s definitely a sweet song and it made me think actually.

People never get enough of what they are having and they are often complaining that they deserve this and that. Of course, I am definitely one of them. What can I do? I’m not born in a wealthy family. So yeah.

Previously, there’s only one thought in my head. What and how am I going to celebrate for Boyfie’s birthday. Came up with many things, wanted to do many things actually but do not know where to start. Furthermore, I’m in this dreaded bird nest, so that’s it. Now, I do not know how.

Maybe you can say that I’ve ruined something that I already had. But somehow, things have to be done sooner or later, now or never.. I’ve made the choice going for it cause I do not want to spend the rest of my life miserably. somehow, I’m glad that I have finally have the guts to do it. =)

There’s always a story behind simple words like, “I’m fine”, “that’s great”, “doing well”, “so far so good”. We do not usually tell others what had actually happened. That’s what that we usually to prevent laughs from others? Or is it that to prevent them from thinking that we’re weak?

Humans are hardly a tough animal. Things happen here and there somehow as God wants to see how much you can go through or how much you can take. That’s part of life I guess?

Everyone needs to be loved.

Everyone needs to be in someone’s arms at times.

Everyone needs to be safe from harm and pouring rain.

Everyone needs to be cared.

Souls? It’s meant to be with the one you love.

There’s a path which is meant for you but it’s now blinded. You can only see if after you’ve gone through all the bumps and stony grounds…

Well, good luck in life. Embrace the one you love. You can’t guarantee that you have tomorrow. =)

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : only you can know or feel what I’m feeling now I think?

Life?

2010-10-27T08:28:00.001+08:00

There has always been this “borderline” in me. Always. To make sure that I never fall when I’m supposed to.

But somehow, the “borderline” has been crossed unconsciously like months ago. I’ve been knowing about it but I did nothing.

hell yeah, I’m such a smart ass yeah?

Things happen out of expectation. And just like what people used to say, “Life belongs to individual, no one has total control of another one.”

Just how well it is right? somehow, sometimes I feel like I’m being manipulated all the time. just how sad is that? =.=”

Well you see, I'm studying something that I am dumb at.

I’m staying in a place that I dislike.

I’m always eating food that I do not really want to eat just to keep myself away from hunger.

I always watch drama when I have nothing to do cause boredom seriously kills. (I think my eyes are already half-blinded now. lol)

I’m always taking medication that others do not have to!

Sigh. Just how tiring and fed-up life is?

It’s just difficult to communicate when there’s a difference in thought, mindset, family background and basically, everything ya?

just like how I can’t communicate well with ********* even though I have tried to. She disgusts me with her acts!

Honestly, why can’t you just get your own life le? =.=”

If you tell me that all that I’m going through now is part of my life and I’m destined to doing this, would you just pull the trigger?

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : I’m fine. just ranting about stuffs that I already knew and well understood about.

pss : this semester kills. =[

Visiting the Hot "Sping"

2010-10-20T20:14:00.000+08:00

On the 7th of October 2010 (Thursday), we depart to Sungai Klah which is highly recommended by most of them who have went there before. On our way there, we stopped by one restaurant where bloggers have been introducing, Pun Chun:

It's located somewhere right after the Bidor Toll.

Various types biscuits produced by them, but we have tried NONE! =PP

we had this, Duck Leg Noodles which is what this restaurant is famous for.

It's seriously nice lor. i love how the soup tastes!

Worth trying!

but we definitely would not go all the way there just for it.

For the first time and that'll be all unless there are people asking us to lead the way. =))

We were told that the Wantan Char Siew Mee is nice. So we ordered that.

Too bad, it's disappointing. Seriously disappointing.

Even any stall in klang serve better Wantan Char Siew Mee lor.

Char Siew not very special also. =.="

But there's still one thing that's worth trying.

And, IT'S AWESOMELY NICE SOMEMORE!

which is this:

THE WANTAN IS DEFINITELY OUT OF EXPECTATION!

it tastes better than anywhere else that i've tasted so far!! =D

After the late lunch, we continued our journey to the Hot "Spring"! =)

On the way there, we saw this:

and the boyfie got real excited! =.="

It's a Watermelon Farm =)

Big leh!

Boyfie broke it on purpose to see how "red" is it.

(obviously that was a lie =P)

mini Watermelon! xD

after an hour plus of driving, we have finally arrived at our destination:

Felda Residence Hot Sping. =)

Got seriously excited when i'm on my way entering the reception hall.

(don't know if the boyfie feels the same. =.=")

Oil Palms all the way!

Checked-in!

and there you go:

Our room =)

View from our room. =))

Yours Truly just did what a girl does normally.

SS-ing! =PP

Fyi, the toilet is small lor! but it is definitely enough for the very two of us. =))

Changed and went to "TRAP" with complementary tickets which comes with the room:

The pool! for KIDS!!!!!

The water that came out from here is COLD!!

I LOVE MY RETARDED LOOK! =PP

Water brings all your worries away from you. =))

Eggs in the boiling. HAHA

Waiting very the patiently.

(i lied!)

The babies! they were so tasty!!!!

Fyi, there's nothing special inside this "TRAP" lor. Rather Disappointing.

But the Felda Residence is just too awesome to have overcome the disappointing part from "TRAP"! Teeheee!!! =DD

Why?

Keep Reading. HAHA.

Yours Truly taken during our evening walk right before dinner.

The scenery is definitely breath taking!

Yours Truly at the pathway to the Private Hot Pool! =))

Don't ever think that the flower was given from the boyfie.

He's just not that romantic! =PP

It tasted so YUMMI-LICIOUS!!!!

Felda Residence, you are definitely doing a great job! =D

Went to the Private Hot Pools an hour after dinner.

And sorry, no pictures were taken as we had naked swim!! Teehee!! =PP

(i lied again. =PP)

The night ended well by watching Prison Break after the swimming session. =))

Wanted to wake up early at around 7.30am but there was very very strong wind

which we thought that it might be raining real soon.

So we decided to sleep again.

But well, out of our expectation, it didn't rain!

I really wonder whether there are always very very strong wind every morning?!!?

Then, went out for a morning walk. =)

Look at how cruel the wind was.

My hair damn messy right?! =[

Went back to the Private Hot Pool for some photo taking! =)

Entrance =)

For chatting and coffee-ing purpose? =D

The Changing Room. =)

The Pool! =)

A closer look of Yours Truly despite of the Pool! HAHA.

The Shower =)

Pathway to the Spa Rooms. =)

Spa Room #1

Spa Room #2

Comfy for sweet talks.. =))

Breakfast Time:

Pond right beside the Dining area. =)

Boyfie claimed that this plate of Beehoon is very simple but it's yummy. =)

I found it normal lor? =P

Checked-out and headed down to Ipoh for some JJ Swiss Rolls.

But we did dropped by Sam Poh Tong for awhile =)

Why every temple has tortoise?

Why western style of statue appears in a temple? =.="

Jungle!

I love the blouse. =DD

Boyfie claimed that he thinks himself has great phototaking skills and

he does deserves a DSLR.

i can remember this well cause he said that right after taking this picture of mine. LOL

Dropped by Kellie's Castle when we were on our way back to Kampar.

I wasn't dare to take picture along this particular corridor as

some people claimed that Kellie's spirit is believed to be still wandering there. @.@

Ever wonder why i gave him this face?

I gave him this face wan actually:

But then he asked for a second shot and the weather was so effin hot,

so i gave him this:

xPPP

love the sky!

*takut...*

We have definitely went there at the wrong hour. Noob weather... =.="

Napped awhile when we reached Kampar and then went back to Klang.

Dropped by the Old Town in Kampar for some famous Cha Siew Pau at Kam Leng

and then

dropped by Teluk Intan again for the fawesome Chee Cheong Fun. =DD

Fyi, the Char Siew Pau is seriously super nice lor!!!

I have definitely spent my time wisely during the previous semester break, how about you?

:: regards ::

RAe

ps : thank you boyfie for bringing me to so many places. thank you very much!

pss : i want Char Siew Pau!!!! =DD

Best Char Siew Pau i've tasted so far!

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For the Troublesome Ones

Dream

Cold As Me

Mission Completed *ting*

Never Say Never

Imperfections

Resume

Sent from Above.

The People Which Is Worth Holding On To, Always

Insanity

Miserability

Life’s AWESOME

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Great Achievements Ahead

Guilty

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C'est La Vie

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Only you can love me this way

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At Least Something

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This is not perfect!

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The Most Wonderful Day of the Year is here!

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Life is nothing but misery?

We still play out in the rain in the middle of September =)

All that should have been

Sua Gu Me >.<

Not That Comfortable

My inspiring thought! =)

Embracing

Life?

Visiting the Hot "Sping"

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