Cold As Me

Boyfie is finally back to me! yay! xP


So, he was talking to me about something he heard from BFM, which was about the Refugee.

Refugee is a person who "owing to a well-founded fear of being persecuted for reasons of race, religion, nationality, membership of a particular social group, or political opinion, is outside the country of his nationality, and is unable to or, owing to such fear, is unwilling to avail himself of the protection of that country".


I know, they are very miserable.

He wanted me to join him for a talk in Lot 10 by Life Sdn Bhd.

I rejected him straight away.

It's not that I do not want to.

It's that, I'm kinda afraid to meet up with all these stuffs, as in for the folks, the orphans, the disabled, and people like that.

Dellynn Lim the Kuen has always stopped me from saying that I'm afraid of the folks.


*I'm not sure if this post is something right, but it's seriously how I feel. If you know what is the problem with me, you're free to confront me with all these.*


I know, my parents would get old someday. But, will I be "afraid" of them?

I seriously got no idea. But, I hope not.


I have always been neglecting talks and campaigns for all these. I'm afraid to know what's happening in the real world.

Of course, they have my sympathy. But, what can I do for them?

I'm not wealthy enough to be able to neglect my job in the future and help them. I'm not wealthy enough to spend my time for them. I'm not wealthy enough to donate for them.


Some people might say, you can only do the helping part when you have the time.


Honestly, the honest part is that, I feel extraordinary "tiny" in this world after listening and knowing all those stories. I do appreciate my life. But, I would start to ponder on my existence in the world.

I do not think that I'm in any position to help. Forgive me as for what I'm feeling.

It's not that I do not want to. Is that I do not know how to face all of these.



:: regards ::



Rae



ps : for those who wants to help and to know more about refugees, about their lives, their inner feelings and all, click here. Let them speak.



A short film by Life Sdn Bhd 7: Refugees


pss : Be as helpful as you can be. Life is a miracle.