Just How Different People Can Be

Some people just doesn’t like to look back at the past, they just don’t like looking back how they were, who they used to be.

My thinking is: Why is it so? Somehow there’s a part of me still doesn’t understand why. Are you just ashamed of it?

Well, basically that was just my thought.

Sometimes, I look back at the past of how I was, how I used to be so that I can make adjustment for now and even the future.

So that I could prevent myself for being someone meanie that I used to be in the past?

So that I could change my bad attitude maybe to a better ones?

So that I could control the bad tempers that I used to had?

And to be honestly speaking, I do feel myself being a person with better tempers.

I used to argue over very very minor stuffs with others, especially,

My mother.

 

But now, sometimes I just feel that, you can just say whatever you want. I’m okay with it.

Just simply return all those talking with a smile.

Especially some people.

Well you know, some people just like to “shoot” others for their OWN ENTERTAINMENT.

Oh well, some people do DESERVED the “shooting”. But some are obviously not!

Those people who like to “shoot” seems to be somehow pathetic to me. They are somehow feeling “small” within themselves.

Obviously, this isn’t my own thinking, there were researches done by experts and articles were published regarding to all these kinds of funny behaviour.

Just how funny/particular some people can be isn’t it?

This is the reason why I become much more lazier to fight back with them.

My thinking is: What’s the point?

If they feel awesome/happy or somehow, feel like they have WON, why not then?

 

I know that I’m definitely not the only one who feels these.

Ha, let them be will you? Forgive them..

I forgive each of everyone of them who have accused me, hurt me, scolded me, and even those who have “shot” me each and every single night.

I pray that Lord will forgive them for being someone who are so mean, so cruel, so cold-hearted.

 

*this is somehow a way for me to comfort my own self. I think back whether I have done anything wrong so that Lord could forgive me.

But at the same time, I correct my own attitude and ways of dealing with problems. *

 

 

 

A new year is only few hours away from us. So take this few hours, think thoroughly of what you’ve done throughout the year.

Have you done anything wrong? Have you done anything that you shouldn’t be doing?

Have you done anything mean? Have yourself ask for forgiveness before you step into a new year that is awaiting you please.

You’ll definitely be blessed. =)

 

Hmmm. Had an early Reunion Dinner with the Lumu Kakis in Tai Thong Klang yesterday.

Just how funny some people can be.

Well, I was definitely being entertained.

Some friends are meant to be your friends for the rest of your life.

Just how funny/wonderful fate can be.

 

 

I feel blessed. And I wish everyone a blessed and wonderful year ahead.

Happy Chinese New Year!

 

 

 

:: regards ::

 

 

 

RAe

 

 

ps: Good things are coming ahead and I’m accepting them with a pair of opened arms.

 

pss: Fill your heart with every different senses. May you be filled with generosity, humbleness, cheerfulness, wealth and everything nice. =))

 

pssss: Accept every dumb moves from anyone. Forgive them. Increase the inner strength in you.