Life is nothing but misery?

I am in misery, there ain’t nobody who can comfort me, OHH YEAHHH!!

LOL! No, sorry to disappoint you that I’m not in misery! TEEHEE!! =P

For me, life has been perfect, better than ever.

 

I have always blamed myself why would I live in a place like this? Why am I positioned in something like this?

This this that that. Still, problems persist after so many times of complains. What to do?

 

Read someone’s blog about courage. What will our lives be without having courage?

Well, many things will change once you have the suitable courage that you should have in whatever that you do.

Previously, before I met the boyfie, I have always wondered “do I deserve this? do I deserve that? why am I going through all of these?” and also any other stuffs that similar to these. hah

 

*sorry, no offense, but somehow, boyfie has changed much of me.*

 

Boyfie said something to me yesterday, he said:” I’m lucky to have you this year, you’ve filled much of the emptiness that have occupied me”

(my way of saying it here. sentence might not be the same, but the content was there)

Then I told him, I said:” you left out one thing, you should say, “I spent more money after being with you” as well. “

*Both burst into laughter after that* ROFL

 

Well, that’s for real. =)

Together, we have been to many places, done many different funny things.

We drove to the rendezvous for the very first time. 8hours journey is the longest one.

We tried many many different types of yummy food from many many different types of place.

We swam at night in the very own private pool.

We shopped from sunlight to moonlight. *that was torturing but fun!*

We argued over minor stuffs and I locked him *accidentally* outside the room. (still sorry for that… =D)

 

Something I love very much about him is that, he fills the part of me which is empty.

He fills me with knowledge that I didn’t know and that I should have known.

He fills me with tales which happens to him during his younger days. *he is one thick-skinned fella ever since he was very very small*

He fills me with gratifying movies which some are rather boring (for me) and some are superb amazing.

 

I’m an ordinary with an ordinary way of thinking and wanting things *I hope*

I know that I get very fussy, tipsy or maybe gypsy at times, but I do controlled myself kind of well.

I told myself that I’ve got the best parents in the world. I couldn’t be asking for more..

I told myself that I “hate” my fat bro even though he’s annoying and I just hate him. I couldn’t be asking for more than a brother. cuz one is definitely more than enough already

I told myself that boyfie is already the best and I can never find someone else which is better cause I’ve already got the best..

I told myself that I’m already living in a wealthy family even though I’m not and I should be thankful for what I’m having now.

 

 

 

This is definitely a mumbling post, telling myself to be satisfied. Now, I feel like I’m a pretty lucky girl.

Mumbling post is somehow persuasive. It makes you feel that you’re worth and you’re living your life.

This is confidence-ing! =))

 

 

 

 

:: regards ::

 

 

 

RAe

 

 

 

 

ps : I dreamt that I own a DSLR this morning. What a dream!