Life?

There has always been this “borderline” in me. Always. To make sure that I never fall when I’m supposed to.

But somehow, the “borderline” has been crossed unconsciously like months ago. I’ve been knowing about it but I did nothing.

hell yeah, I’m such a smart ass yeah?

 

Things happen out of expectation. And just like what people used to say, “Life belongs to individual, no one has total control of another one.”

Just how well it is right? somehow, sometimes I feel like I’m being manipulated all the time. just how sad is that? =.=”

 

Well you see, I'm studying something that I am dumb at.

I’m staying in a place that I dislike.

I’m always eating food that I do not really want to eat just to keep myself away from hunger.

I always watch drama when I have nothing to do cause boredom seriously kills. (I think my eyes are already half-blinded now. lol)

I’m always taking medication that others do not have to!

 

Sigh. Just how tiring and fed-up life is?

 

It’s just difficult to communicate when there’s a difference in thought, mindset, family background and basically, everything ya?

just like how I can’t communicate well with ********* even though I have tried to. She disgusts me with her acts!

Honestly, why can’t you just get your own life le? =.=”

 

If you tell me that all that I’m going through now is part of my life and I’m destined to doing this, would you just pull the trigger?

 

 

 

:: regards ::

 

 

 

RAe

 

 

 

 

ps : I’m fine. just ranting about stuffs that I already knew and well understood about.

pss : this semester kills. =[